To truly understand a persons actions you sometimes have to understand their heart.
A heart that loves so intensely will go to great lengths to show that love.
I know you don't fully understand all the events that happened, just as I don't understand why, after just 5 days you could move in with another woman. You said you Loved me, yet you tried to convince this woman what an awful person I was. You said you wanted to try and work things out with me, yet you told her it was only because I was pregnant. Did you ever really love me? Is it so easy for you to shut your heart down?
I sent those messages to her, so she would think twice about having feelings for you. I did not want to have to fight for your love so, I saw it as eliminating my opponents. You should never have opened that door Shaun, you should have made sure there was no chance for us left. We could have had the perfect life together and you threw it away, the minute you moved in with another woman.
I know you love me as much as I love you. If you could only open your heart and do the right thing. Shaun you are going to be 30 years old. Your life is not stable, you don't allow yourself to be comfortable and content. I want to work things out with you baby, I love you and care about you so much! Stop trying to fight fate!