Will we ever be able to face each other honestly? There was a time when we could talk about anything and get through it.
I loved you unconditionally, I trusted you to keep me safe, I believed in you when your past proved otherwise, I trusted you to be true to me when everyone said you wouldn't be... I have never regretted it.
I believe we wanted to have the best of each other, that it hurt deeply when our flaws sometimes surfaced.
Have we hurt each other so badly that we are denying ourselves of true happiness, of true love?
I've realized that I haven't really let you go... I can't seem to betray my heart... Through the anger, the pain, the disappointment, the tears, the love we shared still hangs on.
I am not bold enough to approach you, but feel that we need to face each other and talk in order to move on. I don't know that we could ever be friends, but pretending to hate you is killing me.
How did we let things get so complicated between us? It was easy when we just loved each other.
I don't believe that I'll ever love another man as strongly or as passionately as I've Loved you, Shaun Cohorn.
If by chance, you ever come across this blog, I hope you read it with all the Love you have ever felt for me. It's the only way you will understand all the emotions I've expressed.
When I said "For-Always" it was because I gave you a part of my heart, that I knew I'd never get back.
