Wednesday, May 9, 2012

The old woman in my Dreams...

Why does she still visit??  I'm moving on, yet she reminds me of things I used to believe in when we were together.  But I stopped believing in them, when you moved on. 
In my dreams she pleads with me, she tells me about your soul, your childhood, your fears. As though I was unaware.  I tell her you didn't love me enough...  Her lighthearted laughter warms your soul, and she whispers in your ear, "let go, open your heart, give it your all" and flashes a memory of us. As though it could ever change what has passed between us.  
We have drifted so far apart now, that I can finally be happy.  Please ask her to stop...  Tell her you don't Love me...  Tell her how much you hurt me...  Tell her this door is closed...