Wednesday, May 23, 2012

You can hide...

So my ex FINALLY decides to block me from his facebook page.  Funny how he only did it so he could post a picture of him and his girlfriend   (Do you really think your "friends" don't tell me, or show me things?? hahaha....)
What a piece of work! If you were HONEST with yourself,  knew how to swallow your pride and follow your heart, you wouldn't  have to block people just to convince HER that you care! 
She must really be ignorant to your ways!  Any REAL woman would be able to see right through that crap!  Why do you think I left you??  Look at you now... trying to keep your meal ticket!  How very sad!  
.... and to think I once loved you with all my heart.....

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

The old woman in my Dreams...

Why does she still visit??  I'm moving on, yet she reminds me of things I used to believe in when we were together.  But I stopped believing in them, when you moved on. 
In my dreams she pleads with me, she tells me about your soul, your childhood, your fears. As though I was unaware.  I tell her you didn't love me enough...  Her lighthearted laughter warms your soul, and she whispers in your ear, "let go, open your heart, give it your all" and flashes a memory of us. As though it could ever change what has passed between us.  
We have drifted so far apart now, that I can finally be happy.  Please ask her to stop...  Tell her you don't Love me...  Tell her how much you hurt me...  Tell her this door is closed...