It's been a little over a year, and it seems I may be getting some feeling back in my heart. I haven't cried over him for just about 2 months now. Thank God I haven't seen him since the Summer... that really helped. I am still apprehensive about letting another man get anywhere near my heart though. Mostly I spend my time focusing on getting my health back, spending precious time with my little angels, and learning how to do all the things he didn't want me to do back then.
I have been able to look at our history together, only to realize how much he took advantage of me. I think I am able to see things from everyone Else's perspective now, and it really amazes me to see that he really wasn't all that great of a man.
Will I ever be able to find a man who can HONESTLY be everything I need? I don't know for certain. But I am no longer afraid...
