I can no longer look at this day with the excitement of the Love it is meant to represent. I'm sure the "Love Bandits" are torn and tattered and have been put out with the trash. Why not, you did the same with my heart. I hate how you handled my heart so carelessly to make yours feel better. You never believed me when I told you how much I loved you. It appeared that I should have questioned your love for me. Shaun, the "circle of love" you gave to me meant the world to me, until a year ago when you gave up on us. You broke that Promise you made to me.That circle, now sits in a box with all the cards, pictures, and emails... my most cherished memories of our life.
I know you are no longer the same man I fell so deeply in love with. It's as though you "snapped" into some stranger. Maybe you always were that man and only pretended to be a better man when you were with me. Maybe you need to act the way you do now, so you don't feel the hurt. You have "morphed" into a complete stranger. If a part of the man I loved is in there, I just really miss you....
